I am back here. how nice to have a super long weekend. Its nice and not at the same thing. Cause i have the "exam over" feeling you know!! like seriously. Yes, after finish my N prelims and my el and MT O prelim paper.
I feel as if i am having holiday. Totally forgot that i still have Math and Dnt paper to go. And its after sept holiday, what a huge gap in between. If i still did badly i can might as well kill myself for being so lazyyyyyy! And there is a test coming up on wednesday. Haven start revising and haven finish my math homework that is due on wednesday. Probably gonna start doing after i am done with my lappy. Since i rarely will have the feel to touch my laptop.
And yeah, since i have done with my N prelim which are subjects like combined science (chem and Physic) , combined Humanities ( History and SS) and A Math. I got back all except A Math. I will not say i did really well or really bad. I know i can score even better if i study harder but i am glad already cause the marks i can are mainly from the stuff i listened in class. Cause listen in class works better for me.
And of course i am happy cause i passed my combine humanities for the first time. You know its damn hard for me to pass and i am gladt i did pass. you know what, because that few weeks i dont know why i find ss and history lesson kind of interesting so i start listening to what teacher say about the skills on sbq. so end up i did not too bad for my sbq. As for SEQ, i didnt did that well so it kind of pull my result down. As for ss, i studied half the topic on globalisation only. So i get 2/12 for the first question and 9/13 for the second qns. So you can see i only know how to do part 2. And as for hist, my stalin did not come out on seq so no doubt that i will for sure did badly for seq. so glad that there is sbq to help me.
And as for science. Didnt study for chem since the whole day i am out. And i passed with a B. Cause from alkane topic onwards, i start to love chem, Cause i find them interesting. so i listen in class and end up helping me to pass. As for physic, i used to failed my physic like always, then A then back to failed after Mr Lee left. So i managed to pass since i did studied and the previous topic Mr Lee taught me which i am good at. But i have a lot of careless though. Nevermind, i get B for physic too. So i am happy already cause i thought i would get a C for my science and i end up getting B.
Cause for me, it works better for me if i listen in class. And yeah, people say i dont study and still passed cause i did listen in class so is the stuff i learn in class help me to pass. But of course i tend to slack alot since i can be a super super lazy person. And it must make me interested in that subject is still most important! So this is why i am still struggling with my dnt. I seriously dont know how am i going to get through this. But i definetly wont let it die, i gonna work hard and pass the O level standard paper! Hahah, i try okay. Dnt paper its hard you know ):
And there's math that i also worried. My math is dropping like nobody's business since sec 4. So gonna work hard and get back my standard soon before O comes. You know i am a person who sometimes have high expecation in myself and also tend to lost confidence in stuff too.
Okay whatever, enough of school stuff.
Okay, days recently have been good and bad. Bad since my family and myself are making me angry.
And i have really bad moodswing. I dont know why either. So its kind of affected me a lot though i am like still smiling. What to do, life have to go on and with dancing and cheerleading always helped :D
Yesterday like always, down to for cheer practice. And its fun of course.
Always love the feeling of flying and up in the stunt and the feeling will be even more fab when you succeed a stunts and you managed to fight a stunts. Hahahahaha.
Even if a simple stunts, when i did well i am happy already. As long as i am able to fly, i am happy with any stunts.
Tiring but its always a enjoyment. And i love put on earpiece and dance like as if with music and dancing, nothing else matters anymore.
With earpiece plugged in, music on and hello to dancing and goodbye to the world.
The feeling is always great cause it is just me in the music playing and dance.
And love getting all sweaty and shirt wet from dancing cause i also dont know.
i like getting pespire from dancing, from cheerleading, from any exercise i do, it makes me feel good.
you know espcecially when your days have been bad, you have been feeling down, you have to make yourself better. I always tell this to myself " If nobody can make you happy then you make yourself happy"
Like whats the point of sulking and feeling upset all over yourself, just make yourself happy cause i believe i should smile cause i derserve it. So when no one can makes you happy, the more you have to make yourself happy. Hehehehehehe.
You know like what i say in the pic above, "Shine through the dark"
When people are trying to pull you down, when people are trying to close you up and put you inside darkness, the more you feel like you are facing the problem all alone or whatsoever, the more you have to defeat all the problems and shine through the darkness.
The more people want pull you down the more you should pull yourself up and be strong.
And of course sometimes its okay of being not strong, its okay of feeling sad and wanting to cry.
we are all humans and have feeling. sometimes crying helps.
so i will post some sad and happy songs up and you will decide what you want do to yourself.
Bye people, enjoy your holiday.
Hope you all dont find my post too longggggggggggggggggggggggg.
Music will up soon, it will be nice music for sureeeeee. cause i am seriously addicted to those songs recently.
You know what, i will set up new post on my blog for posting 1 book i read that i find it nice.
Since i read a lot of books and its all so nice. so i will just post books that i read recently. and is nice for sure.
so other than music i gonna share with you guys, i gonna share the book i read okay!
Introduce you all nice book to read so you all can read and have reading habits too.
Cause books is far more interestinng than you think. I know a lot people find books and boring.
and i know people say they didnt know i am sort of person that read, they say i dont looks like.
So you will not be the only one who will thinks that "you got read books one meh?" Hahah, this is what i get from people. so stay tune and look forward. Gonna make this blog as good as possible, bye :D