#27 >>> I'm Trying To Smile Brightly But I Don't Like It.

HIIIIIIIII GUYS! Gonna have a quick post before i go to sleep alright! Feeling tired today after 6 hours of craziness of MAMA! Oh yes, i guess you guys watch it right ? even you didn't watch, but i am sure your timeline is so flooded with MAMA2011! Haha thats it! Because Mnet MAMA is one of the biggest Award Ceremony in Korea with all kpop idols! So did your bias group win? I hope so, cause mine did!

So tomorrow is Prom Night but right now at the moment i am still thinking whether should i attend a not! I don't that is something very big deal or important to me cause i not at all feeling excited about it. Weird but true! Cause i don't exactly know why! So this is why i am now hesitating whether am i going to prom also. Will decide it tomorrow, shall see my mood.

Right now, my shoulder is aching so badly you know! From cheer training last sunday! And its aching pretty bad esp my right shoulder! And i am wondering is it from the pop twist i did! Oh yes, DID POP TWIST! After so many thousand months, i did pop twist again! I am glad it success though there is still room for improvement cause there are some part never go properly. So yeah, the pop twist come too sudden. Was doing stunts halfway, Jessie was like asking me do pop twist and i was like :"huh" Okay, cause its kind of shocking and i am not prepared for it . But in the end i still did it . HAHAHA! But i still need to practice more cause i am not satisfied with it. And we did 221 after that! And partner stunts after that. A tiring day! But i am happy cause i am enjoying it! Thanks to my tired bases and mid tier!

If you ask, i still feeling things and my personal stuff still feeling pretty messed up and i think it got even worse! Aigoo Aigooooo! Its so badddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd! Feeling bad myself cause i myself are so confused over how things are like now. Don't even know whats true and whats fake.

Nevermind, don't talk about it! Cause i pretty much don't feel like talking about it! Cause i don't want to think about it anymore cause it only get even more confusing! So let's talk about something happy this week....

1. Extra Cheer training! Yayyy cause this means more time with my dear cheer mates and more stunts and more cheer moment and just great!
2. MAMA 2011! Beast, Hyuna and Miss A won best dance perf, 2NE1 won best vocal and song of the year! Chukaee!!!! So happy esp for Beast and 2NE1! Since they are my ultimate bias!
3. TROUBLE MAKER STAGE IS TOTALLY HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4. ( EMPTY)
5. ( EMPTY)

Right now is still empty since is only the second day of the week! So let's see what will be when the week ends!

I think once i start blogging, i can't stop! I say at the top that it will be a quick post before i sleep but in the end its a pretty long and wordy post! Okay cause once i start things starts randomly come in my mind! but now it stops! Can't think of what to blog about already! So i will stop here! Some photos before i go!

Its Monday which is yesterday photos! enjoyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Will update tomorrow or the following day! So stay tune for it yeah!

And yeah, i received another requested blogpost in my formspring! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

You may go request it now!

So the person requested for Shinee's Key! Are you guys excited for it? And any shawols reading this? Hehehe, stay tune cause the post will be up this week or next! 

Okay, bye for now!

#25 >>> Tore Me Apart With Your Lies And Games.

I'm back here once again! Not kpop post this time round but have some kpop related stuff to blog about, maybe the next post will be fully on kpop  cause i have a few kpop post in mind already! As after Junhyung, my bias post stopped already! So don't worry, next post will be up and definitely about my bias! So look forward and stay tune to it yeah! So as what i state in my previous post, you can request for a post bout your bias in my formspring, dont expect anyone to formspring me but in the end got someone formspring me to req for it. But i think i know who is it already though! But since she request for it, i will do it but i need time alright, cause its not bias so i need more time finding all the pictures, videos and everything! So the person who req it stay tune for it okay! It will be up soon i promised :D

Okay, today so far so good! Wake up with food all ready on dinning table, how niceeeeeeeeeeeeee! And mummy and sister even back with something for me! Which is, 

Melody Tissue! Yayyyyyyyyyyyy :D

Reason that i am happy because its melody! I think i fall in love with Melody since Primary 4? Heheheh, and till now its still my favourite. Collect a box of melody stuff and i gonna continue collect it. Will show you all some time soon okay! 

So today its Saturday already, with Prom getting nearer and nearer, i feel myself dreading it more and more already. Cause i dont know the prom feel and i think gonna be boring! Like seriously.

Don't expect so much and i am thinking of skipping it already though i already pay money.

Talk to mom about it, about all the prom stuff, she ask me not to go also. So right now, i gonna think whether to go or not. I will make up my mind soon! Prom is not big deal thing for me though. 

Right now, i already don't know whats right and wrong anymore

So far, this week good? Bad? both i can say. Thinking through stuff and stuff, and i start to question myself with everything. Sighhhhhhhhh... Not feeling too good lately, seriously. Aigoooo Aigooooooo

My mood is like riding rollar coaster lately! Nevermind, i will not let it affect me already. trying hard okay.

Hmmm, let me think what are the good things happen this week?
Right now at the moment, i think the best thing happen to me this week is 

MOST OF MY BIAS WON AWARDS ON MELON MUSIC AWARD! 

Isn't that Awesome? All the big awards, are won by my bias! Kekekekkkekekeke <3

Like, Tara won the Best Music Video Award With Roly Poly!

Roly Roly Poly!

But sad that they can't attend it! But congrats once again my girls!<3

And GDTOP WON THE BEST HIPHOP STYLE AWARD

OH YEAH, OH OH OH OH YEAH~

But GD didn't turn though ): Only TOP who went up to get the award.

But still congrats! My two ultimate bias in Big Bang!

And The Three Major Award in Melon Music Award 

Song of the Year, Album of the year and Artist of the Year!

Know what, all won by my bias! kekkekeke, so happy!

Song Of The Year, IU's GOOD DAY!

Her Good Day is definetely a hit song in late 2010 and early 2011 and i think even now,

her three octaves is what makes this song even better! Congrats my dear girl.

Love your smile and laughter! Hehehehehe, <3

2NE1 WON ALBUM OF THE YEAR!

With their 2nd Mini Album which consist of 5 songs all get all-kill on chart, i am sure they deserve this award! Hehehehe and i am so damn freaking happy!

Hehehee, my powerful girls are always awesome! Bam bam bam ra tatatata! NaegaJeilJalNaga.

Scream like mad you knowwwwwwwwwwwwwww! But sad that they didn't attend the award due to conflicting schedule. 

And the best is, 

MY BOYS, BEAST WON ARTIST OF THE YEAR ON MELON MUSIC AWARD!

You know when the result is announced i scream like mad and so happy that i feel like crying.

So touched! They work so hard for today's success, being called recycle group and everything 

and with what they archieved, they no longer recycle group and our ALMIGHTY BEAST! <3

They deserve this award, my boys JJANG!

Hehehe, that night is definitely the best night for me, I am so happy until i don't know to deal with it!

Okay, i guess this is my only best moment this week. 

Something to look forward to for next week, 

Hyuna And HyungSeung, Trouble Maker.

So CubeEnt drop the news say that they will have a sub unit which is Hyuna of 4minute and Beast's Hyungseung.

Hehehehehe, My bias in 4minute and Sister's bias in Beast! Though i personally prefer the guy to be Junhyung cause i love the chemistry between them but this sub-unit seems to be cool too!

So they will make their debut next week and i am so damn looking forward to it, i think it will be a great hit! Hehehe, are you excited as i am? I hope you do :D

So done with everything i want blog about. Didn't blog so much of my personal stuff, cause nothing much to talk about and i think i am not ready to blog about yet too! But i am feeling good now! Never gonna let myself feeling moody! Cause i will always make myself happy cause i know nobody will so i have to be strong be happy myself. Cause i sure i deserve it.

And everyone should you know! Cause i learn to not expect from people, friends and everyone cause  chances are we might end up with disappointment! Lesson learnt and learn to let go and move on. 

Cause reality sucks but its what we need to learn to accept it.

So have a happy weekend, see you guys soon! Cause next post will be up soon! I promised!

Hehehehe, end off with a few selca as i promised i will post!

Bye Bye!

#07 >>> V's Musical Box { Naega Jeil Jal Naga }

Last post for today i guess. Too tired to post already. And the reason i want to post one more is because of my dear girls! So is today title is

" Naega Jeil Jal Naga"

My dear 2NE1 released their 2nd Mini Album with the track "Dont Cry" by Park Bom, "Lonely" "I am the best" "Hate you" and "Ugly" by themselves and get ALL KILL ON CHART!

Last week, they start promoting their song "Ugly" after the song "I am the best" And guess what, they dominate all the music show chart with an all-kill! The take all the number one spot of M!Countdown, MusicBank and Inkigayo. Their comeback is seriously awesome max. With all the album tracks get an all kill.

From their "To Anyone" to This album, i loving them even more and more now. I love all the memebers but my ultimate bias is PARK BOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM <3
After seeing 2NE1 Tv, I love her so much for her cute and funny actions and non stop eating. I always thought she is those quiet person but after watching 2ne1, my impression for her and 2ne1 completely change and i shall say they are one the best of best kpop idol group cause they are unique with their powerful style that does not look like any other girl group. They can toally pull off those powerful image where i think not any other girl group can. And their fashion is always so cool. Dara's hair and their clothese. I love them so much,
So now i shall post 3 videos of them that they recently promote and release .

Naega Jeil Jal Naga

which is also know as " I am the best" in Eng.

This song is damn addicting, and you will love this song and naturally start singing to it.

This song will totally stuck in your head for days.

Hate You.

This is a seriously cute Mv! Cause its animated which rarely have it in kpop scene.

This song is nice and addicting though not as addicting as I am the best but it is still a great song.

Last,

UGLY.

The song that they promote last week and got a all kill on music show.

This song sing out the soul of the girls out there feeling depressed about their looks.

This song is so nice, and the part " I think i am ugly and nobody wants to love me" will keep singing in your head and some other part. The mv itself is cool! Look at Dara's Tattoooooo. OMG!

Bommie look so cute with that hairstyle and CL totally awesome in singing the chorus part and of course

Minzy, the slowly grown up girl that gettin prettier and prettier each day.

Enjoy this song .

I shall end here, ENJOY PEOPLE.