#20 >>> The Scars Of Your Love Remind Me Of Us

HIIIIIIIIIII PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEE! I AM BACK (Y)
Hope you are glad to see me post! I am glad that there are still people visit my blog even though my lack of update! And i am thinking whether am i posting too much Kpop stuff! Cause i understand that i have non-kpop friends! But i also know that i have kpop friends! So i dont really know how so i am trying to keep a balance to it you know!
So after so long of no posting of my stuff, wonder whats going on with my lifeeeeeee? kekekekeke.

But right now i dont know what i want to post so i shall just post whatever pop out in my mind okay!
So Basically, O level officially end for me! Just 3 subjects and still i shall say again hopefully i can dropped at least two ssubject! praying hard!
And recently nothing much but just cheer and danceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Oh yeah, my lifeeeeee.
I am enjoying so much now! Have I thought of working? Sure i do but i am still thinking! Cause i dont know what to work as and how to even find a job! I sound so princess after saying that but i can say i am not okay! kekekeke. And also i feel like just enjoy my holiday and can really focus on my cheer, dance and some stuff i want. And then i can blog moreeeeeeeeee! But the problem is i really need money as i dont get allowance when i have holiday i am penniless now! So pathetic right but what to do!

Are you smiling deep from your heart or just for the sake of smiling?
Sometimes we are just good at faking a smile that we don't know what is real anymore. Too much lies until we dont know what is true anymore. Sometimes we are just too good at hiding, too good at faking and it starts to become a habit. And things get easier when nobody notice nobody realized.
Who even remember! They just assume but this is what we want isn't it? sometimes yes, sometimes no?
But sometimes we just got used to the pain and making us living in a delusion that everything is fine but once awhile, we still get torn apart. The part that is hurting still once again get open again.

So you just have to be strong, promise yourself not to cry and be strong! Time will heal, bad times will past! Nobody will help you but yourself. When there's nobody who understand, then dont bother!
Cause only you can help yourself. No matter what hard times, just tell yourself things will be soon over.
And do what make you smile and makes you happy!

Did i sound so melancholy? Okay, just some random thoughts okay! kekekekeke. So just now when i am looking through tumblr , i saw something interesting and now i decide to do it! which is

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lets see what songs i get out of 893 songs i have! Here we go!

1. Lonely By 2NE1
2. Goodbye by Janice
3. 看清 by 樱桃帮
4. Dancing Away With My Heart by Lady Antebellum
5. Bad Person by An Jin Kyoung
6. It Cant be real By Lim Jeong Hee
7. Intuition by CnBlue
8. Mystery by Beast
9. Cry No More by Stevie Hoang
10. 忘记我 By 符琼音
11. Lets Go Party by 2NE1
12. Friends by Secret
13. Come Back To Me by Utada
14. Fire by 2NE1
15. What If by Ashley Tisdale
16. 有你真好 by Fang Wei Qi
17. Yet by Orange Caramel
18. Come back you bad person by Kahi
19. Nagging By IU Ft Seulong
20. Fall By Ina

Oh yes, so i am done! See any familiar songs and some unfamiliar songs?

I guess my Zen decide to play a series of old songs i have but they are all nice songs! kekekkee.

I guess this is a pretty long post so i hope you all did enjoy reading it!

And i shall end off with two goodnight shots i took that day and post it on twitter!

Goodnight and Bye people! Hope you all enjoy reading this non-kpop post! 

Next post will be up soon! And it sure about kpop cause there's something i want post already!

So stay tune okayyyyy! promised to post more photos whenever i can okay okay!

Bye bye!


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