Eyes shutting soon, have to wake up early tomorrow because i have to reach scape at 9plus in the morning. Means no sleeping in tomorrow. Its okay, tomorrow will worth sacrificing my beauty sleep.
Okay right now, let me sum up everything for the whole week. Tuesday, the terrible day. Wednesday, Terrible but so warmed by my friends. Thursday, School as usual, cheer training filled with a lot of laughter. Because of all the swing swing stuff we're doing. Today, late for school, so went to
have breakfast before going to school. Lesson pretty normal, sleep throughout all the english lesson because i am too tired from thursday's training. Dnt remedials, dance, mac bites with Princess again!
Received my parcels and card today! So happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
New book to read this week.
This is so strong! Basically she's a cheerleader and realized she have cancer. She might have to amputate her leg if her cancer is serious. And her passion and fighting spirit for cheer is admirable!
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This is a week filled with good and bad surprises. Bad surprises are those i guess pretty much, most people know about it already. I got a shock when people drop their concern after reading my blog post. Because i didn't know there will be people reading but still thanks anyway.
Some good surprises are by my buddies. I guess because they know because of the stuff that happen to me, i feel very upset about it. So on thursday, when Matha came up to my house to pass me my portable charger and he come with Strawberry hi-chew for me. He say he read my tweets know i want it and he say my tweets sound sad the day before. And that really makes me smile. So blessed.
And today, Cs came down to meet us with a cup of gongcha for me. BBT makes me happy and makes me jump. And later in the evening, Junjie came up my house to pass me my charger which i left it in the dnt room. I got shock when i saw a hi-chew along with my charger. Omgggggg, seriously. Those surprises and sweet actions warmed my heart so much. Thanks for the sweets and bbt you guys are showering me with knowing that it will makes me happy and smile. You know they always make me feel so pampered, loved and blessed. <3
Thank you once again! ^^
Right now at this moment i also don't know whether i am okay a not. Its such a easy question but its so hard to answer. But don't worry, it will get better because i believe that.
My tears are no longer rolling, strong enough to not cry, tough enough to swallow all back. Sensible enough to know that i should not cry anymore. Because i don't allow myself to cry, because my pride doesn't allow it.
Its nice to receive concern from people you no longer hang out and friends that are no longer as closed as it used to be. Part of me will makes me miss the friendship i used to have with them and parts of me feel so great that they still care and love the friendship.
And i promised to be there for the people who's there for me. There's a lot of stuff i wanna blog about but its already 1plus now, so i think i should just do it tomorrow perhaps. TGIF!!!! Have a nice weekends ahead, goodnight! xoxo.
P/S: My own personal thoughts are kind of crazy with good and bad things today. But all the things and people around me, i actually feel that today is a great day. Seems like it is the best day of the week for now. So thankful!!!!!